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Enzai fic Feb. 8th, 2008 @ 11:49 am
That's a fic based on RPG 'Enzai'. There is also 'Enzai' anime, the fic'll probably read okay even if you haven't played the game, just watched anime, because you'll know characters then. It's just that there is more in the game than in the anime, and the pairing is one of canon variants.

Title: Liberation
Author: Juxian Tang
Fandom: Enzai
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Guys/Vallewida
Summary: What happens after the Guys/Vallewida ending in the game.

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PoT: two Mizuki minis Aug. 6th, 2007 @ 09:37 am
Title: Weakness
Author: Juxian Tang
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Paring: Sanada/Mizuki
Rating: R
Summary: Sanada and Mizuki in Senbatsu Camp. I don't know who Sanada's roommate in Senbatsu Camp was but I read many intriguing versions, so I thought it would be okay to come up with my own one :)

This story was written for Sensey Chang

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Title: Destiny
Author: Juxian Tang
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Paring: Atobe/Mizuki
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Atobe by chance witnesses a match between "destined rivals"

This story was written for Dietrich

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Death Note fic (Light/Teru, NC-17) Jul. 12th, 2007 @ 03:22 pm
Title: The End and the Beginning
Author: Juxian Tang
Fandom: Death Note
Pairing: Light/Mikami Teru
Rating: NC-17
Warning: AU, dark
Summary: And alternative variant of events where Near has lost and Light has won

The fic is based *only* on Death Note anime and doesn't take into account some things that are canon for the manga

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Death Note fic (L/Light) Jun. 15th, 2007 @ 02:47 pm

Title: Third Time Is a Charm

Author: Juxian Tang

Fandom: Death Note

Pairing: L/Light

Rating: PG

Word count: 2170

Warning: Canon turning into AU; L's POV

Summary: It seems L always has to limit Light's freedom; twice it didn't help, maybe the third tme it's going to work?


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Yanagisawa rape fic Mar. 10th, 2005 @ 03:07 pm
Well... Let's see if someone is still reading my LJ, after I disappeared for a month and a half. Anyway, here is a little fic - if you remember I was very much in love with Laura Joh Rowland's books and Chamberlain Yanagisawa. I'm still in love with them. So, *of course* I had to rape Yanagisawa :-)

Title: Victory
Author: Juxian Tang
Fandom: Laura Joh Rowland's books, 'The Perfumed Sleeve' (set during the last part)
Pairing: Hoshina/Yanagisawa
Rating: NC-17
Warning: rape
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to Laura Joh, nothing to me. I just express my love in this twisted way.
Summary: Once Yanagisawa and Hoshina were lovers. Then a betrayal turned them into enemies. When Yanagisawa loses a war against his political rival, Hoshina has a chance to take revenge.
This story is a horribly belated birthday present for my dear friend amothea. I'm actually not sure that she is familiar with the fandom. But I was told one doesn't need to know the fandom for this story to make sense. Anyway, it is bloody and gory - the best I can offer :-)

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» Bandwidth
I have quite a strange thing happening with my Slashcity site bandwidth this month. For some reason it nearly reached the limit, even though for all months before it'd never even come close. The admin of Slashcity was awesomely nice about it - the people there are really totally cool! But I still wonder what could happen - because what if I do some more updates? Then there is no way I'll stay within the limit.

Might it be because of the new background? I mean if a file is downloaded, it every time downloads the background as well, right? And the wonderful miikarin, who'd made the beautiful site layout for me, made it with a small 2 kb background. And I - stupid thing - changed it to the 100 kb one :( Is it what happened? Or maybe it's something else?

So what should I do? I don't want to change my lovely backgrounds, I like them. Maybe it is possible to make them somewhat lighter? Or maybe there is something else I can do... Please, please help me, I need your advice.
» Truth and lies meme
I seem to have a fit of "me, me, me" :-) So, a meme that I've seen on my flist. There are 15 statements about me. 10 of them are true, 5 are lies. Can you guess which are which?

1. There is a girl I would like to marry.
2. I have a Harry Potter poster above my bed.
3. If I had to take only one thing from my home with me, it would be a book.
4. I don't have a DVD player.
5. I get seasick on planes and buses.
6. My grandfather was a famous writer.
7. I can eat from the same plate with my cat.
8. I would've gladly paid a couple thousand bucks for a night with Colin Farrell.
9. I stole money more than once.
10. I've never had long hair.
11. My greatest wish is to be published.
12. I type with ten fingers.
13. I fantasize about Hagrid screwing Harry when I jerk off.
14. My real name is one of five most widespread in my native language.
15. I hated 'Alexander' movie.
» A movie quote meme
Found this meme on the LJ on the ever-brilliant lopt. Originally there should've been 13 quotes but I could come up only with 10 of them. So...

1. Pick 10 movies that you enjoy.
2. Pick a line of dialog that you like.
3. As people guess the film, strike out that entry.
4. I don't suppose anyone is going to google them. And they are pretty simple anyway.

1. I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda that wouldn't screw to save its species.

2. "You'd kill me over ten thousand dollars? You wouldn't dare. You wouldn't dare."
"Yes, I would."

3. Your name is Buck, right? And you came here to fuck, right?

4. Wanting people to listen, you can't just tap them on the shoulder anymore. You have to hit them with a sledgehammer, and then you'll notice you've got their strict attention.

5. "What kind of robot are you?"
"I am a robot that wants to live in your underpants."

6. For you, baby, I could be!

7. "I was wrong about you."
"Yeah, how so?"
"I thought Christmas only comes once a year."

8. "Only castrating, Manhattan career bitches wear black. Is that what you want to be?"
"Ever since I was a little girl."

9. And just like that, he was gone.

10. I have just narrowly avoided having a buggering, and have come in here with the express intention of wishing one upon you.
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You scored as Ruby. Ruby, resembling love, wealth, wisdom and purity. Ruby-types tend to think with their heart and not their heads, sometimes resulting in wild desicions, but constantly following love and romance. Ruby-types also tend to have a fair judgement and sweet and good feelings for many things.

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Ruby-types tend to think with their heart and not their heads... Do you think it can explain why I've spent the whole day today trying to make eDonkey work - and it still doesn't work? :-(
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slashbluegreen and spoiledcat, you are such totally wonderful darling girls!!! I've got the package! Thank you a million times! The chocolate... people, just imagine it - hazelnuts, nougat and cherries in dark chocolate - it's something to die for, really. And a book I can't wait to start reading.

And one of the cutest kittens in the worldCollapse )

Thank you, girls, I love you so much!!!
» My site has a new layout!
It's good that I'm cheeky enough to beg for presents. And it is absolutely great that there are people so generous that they give me what I ask for :-) And the most wonderful, generous and talented miikarin has given me a new layout for my site for Christmas! Look at it. Just look at it!


It is amazing. I'm in love with it. I asked for "stylish and simple" - and what she's done is exactly what I dreamed about! Only it is much more beautiful than I could ever imagine. miikarin, thank you!!!!!! You have my love forever!!!

And it is not just index pages that have the new layout! Miikarin has done something I would never-never be able to do, due to my laziness. She also changed all the pages of my stories into the new layout! I'm awed and grateful and totally happy. I feel like I just can click and click on my site admiring how it looks like now :-)

Thank you, my dearest, you're an angel!!!
» Christmas!
black_hound is amazing. I adore everything she does - her art, her icons, her songvid - not only beautiful but deep and somewhat disturbing - as everything unusual is disturbing - and so captivating. So, you can imagine how I felt when she made this striking art for my 'Cutting Egde' story :-) Right; like I'm the happiest person in the universe. My Good, just look at this. It's Lt. Bush - and he is marvelous.

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But I have more Christmas presents :-) discord26 is a wonderful, wonderful person who gave me two months paid LJ time! I'm so touched and happy and surprised and grateful! Thank you, dear one. (And yay, now I can have many lovely icons again! And polls! Wow! :-))
» John Katzenbach's 'Hart's War'
I'm not sure anyone has read this book but I hope someone has. I've just finished reading it. I must say I loved the movie (with Colin Farrell) immensely, it's probably the movie of the year for me (yes, even more than Alexander and Return of the King). Anyway, so, I downloaded the book and read it and I liked it as well, very much.

But there is one moment that totally shocked me and I would like to discuss it because I feel I don't understand it - don't understand the sense of it. Well, so Tommy Hart is watching for the guys going out through the tunnel, and then Visser appears, and Hart fights him and kills him. And with the help of Fritz Number One he carries the body to the territury where Russians are held.

And later Von Reiter gives him eighty-four Russian hats and says that the Gestapo behaved strangely mercifully: they could have killed every Russian in the camp for the murder of a Gestapo officer but they killed only a hundred Russians. And then he says "don't think about these men, your task is to survive now".

And Hart doesn't think. He doesn't ever recall them. In the beginning he thinks that he killed a man, and not at war - Visser - but he doesn't think about these hundred men at all. I don't know... I mean one can clearly say that it was not his fault but the Gestapo's fault - the Gestapo killed them, he didn't. But how can he *not* feel that it is his fault? Didn't he know it would happen, when he'd put the body there? Well, he probably didn't know consciously but if he'd only thought for a moment...

I don't mean it's his fault, not at all. I like Tommy Hart very much, I admire him. But I can't understand how the author can put such a thing there - and doesn't deal with it in any way! We have the whole book with the message that it is not possible to sarcifice the life of one men, even for a greater cause. For the whole book Hart fights for one man's life - fights against the whole camp. And then those hundred men - and... nothing?

Please, please if someone has something to say about it - share your thoughts! I liked the book very much, so I possibly just misunderstood something?
» Pat Barker's Border Crossing
A question for someone on my flist who likes to read a lot :-) Did someone by chance read Pat Barker's 'Border Crossing'? I like her books and the summary of this one looks quite interesting: a psychologist rescues a guy whom he helped to get convicted years ago, and now he kind of befriends him. It looks somewhat... slashy but I don't know if the book is like it seems. Can someone give me a tip - what kind of book is it? Is it worth getting?
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Gacked it from dzayde. Cool!
You're Seth Gecko, you bastard.
Fun at the Titty Twister.

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» A samurai pic?
I have a big request for everyone :-) Do you by chance have or know some pic of a handsome-looking samurai? Might be a screenshot, a manga, a drawing, a photo - anything. Please, please share with me!!! :-)
» A doll
How to kill about a couple of hours of time? Please go here:

The result is here. Doesn't look much like me but I still had fun making it.

» More Rowland's books!
I think I'm having the most awesome pre-Christmas time!!! I've got a package from an angel and a wonderful, wonderful person dementordelta, with Laura Joh Rowland's books - 'The Way of the Traitor' and 'The Concubine's Tattoo'. My God, I'm so excited!!! dementordelta, you have my heart, my soul and my undying gratitude forever!!!

And the books - the books are awesome! I think I'm completely in love with them. And with Chamberlain Yanagisawa :-) Sano is all right, I like reading about him, but when Yanagisawa appears, I become a feeble-minded pool of happy goo :-) It may be strange to fall so much for a character who should be a villain - and he really isn't a nice person - but I can't do anything, I'm in love with him.

I think if I got into the world of these books, I know what character I would be - Lady Yanagisawa, the poor woman who is in love with him - and he never even pays attention to her. That's pathetic, I know :-) But I still like him so much. And he is not all that bad, I mean he couldn't be different, with the awful childhood he had, poor dear.

And dementordelta also sent me the loveliest QaF card, with a boy with wings! Here it isCollapse )
I'm so happy and overwhelmed and right now I love the whole world :-)
» Snape from "Lukewarm"
I was asking for some art to my fics for Christmas - and here I'm already getting my presents :-) A very, very wonderful girl XSha has made two absolutely stunning drawings of Snape from "Lukewarm". They are amazing - and not work-safe, especially the first of them, so I put them under the cut - but you really have to look at them. I always dreamed to see just how exactly Lupin found Snape when walking into his quarters - and XSha has drawn it in such a perfect way.

I'm so happy and touched and stare at these drawings all the time :-)

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» My HH fic on Slash Advent Calendar
On December 12 my Horatio Hornblower fic was updated on Slash Advent Calendar.

Author: Juxian Tang
Title: Cutting Edge
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Bush/other, Bush/Horatio UST
Summary: New Year night and no one wants to be alone. So, Bush finds comfort where he can.
Show: Horatio Hornblower
Date of publication: December 12, 2004
Disclaimer: Horatio Hornblower belongs to C.S. Forester; the show belongs to A&E Entertainment
Feedback address: juxiantang@hotmail.com
Advertisement: Part of the Slash Advent Calendar of 2004 at http://www.kardasi.com/Advent/2004/SAC-2004.htm

You can find it here: http://www.kardasi.com/Advent/2004/Stories/12.htm
There are all stories of the day on one page, so, if you want to find mine particularly, you'll need to scroll down for a while.

I don't think it's a very christmas-y fic; or rather, christmas-y in my syle - as 'dark and depressing' :-)
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And I thought that Cassandra Claire wank was bad. I didn't know what was *really* bad. Got there through direaliete because I'm somewhat falling for Colin Farrel currently. My God, six pages of people saying "eww" and "how ugly" at the sight of a male cock - which might or might not be Colin Farrel's (at least I watched Tigerland yesterday and I'm sure as hell there was no screencap like that but that's not the point).


Forgive me if I say that: some people are just too stupid to live be allowed an access to the Net.
» *shrug*
I wonder if those people who complain how amoral and wrong it is that someone sent money to Cassandra Claire understand how horribly pathetic and jealous they sound. Okay, I mean everyone might be jealous - but to demonstrate it like that for the whole fandom? Don't they understand they humiliate themselves with it?

I mean whose business it is whether people send her money? It's between her and every person who decided to give her something. Even if her computer hadn't been stolen; even if she (or someone else) had asked: "Give me some money, I want to go to Spain for Christmas" - so what? If someone wants to give someone money - why can't they? I sometimes say to authors: "I'd gladly pay to read your stories." So why not?
» HP drabbles
I have written a ton of drabbles in Russian a while ago (some 35 of them, in different fandoms). And so now I thought I'd translate some of them into English, at least HP ones. I don't know if they sound all right in English. The challenge was to choose a pairing and a certain word (but the word sometimes were 'lost in translation' :-))

Anyway, there are four of them. They all are pretty short - 200-250 words.

A la 1984, Lucius/Harry, warning: violence, mutilationCollapse )

Cowardice, Snape/Lupin, slashCollapse )

This one is a drabble-sequel to my fic Closure: Harry/DracoCollapse )

Lucius/SeverusCollapse )
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It's strange but I think I really hate the thought that Ioan Gruffudd might play James Bond. Well, yes, I kinda understand that it'd be good for him - like, more money, and the movie would be popular, everyone would know him after it. But at the same time - I mean, James Bond is the most cardboard, primitive, unsympathetic, predictable character in the world. You don't need to be an actor to play James Bond - more than that, James Bond is the character that kills any acting ability in anyone. I hate to imagine Ioan in the role of this glossy asshole.

But... I know that I don't have the right even to hate or like this idea, as a fan - because I know that in a couple of months I'll be mooning over someone else, and poor Ioan will join Sean among my forgotten crushes :-)
» The Holiday Wish List :-)
I had been dreaming what I would ask for Christmas/New Year for so long - of course I couldn't miss an opportunity to say it aloud :-)

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